Dear, myself
I am sorry I let the opinions of others dedicate your thoughts about yourself.
I am sorry I let your past affect your current realities.
But most of all I am sorry for not loving you in the right ways.
For escaping your pain in a bottle of rum.
I am sorry that you couldn't make your mind up over serious decisions, because you didn't know if you were worthy enough to make them.
I am sorry you didn't respect yourself enough when someone was mistreating you.
I am sorry for apologizing so much, when you did so little to need too.
I am sorry that you didn't believe that your dreams were possible.
And you allowed discouraging words to control your life choices.
But most of all I forgive you, because you deserve it, you deserve happiness and you deserve to love your self completely.
Dear, self,
I love you and it is time to move onwards now