A Letter To Myself.

Dear, myself

I am sorry I let the opinions of others dedicate your thoughts about yourself.

I am sorry I let your past affect your current realities.

But most of all I am sorry for not loving you in the right ways.

For escaping your pain in a bottle of rum.

I am sorry that you couldn't make your mind up over serious decisions, because you didn't know if you were worthy enough to make them.

I am sorry you didn't respect yourself enough when someone was mistreating you.

I am sorry for apologizing so much, when you did so little to need too.

I am sorry that you didn't believe that your dreams were possible.

And you allowed discouraging words to control your life choices.

But most of all I forgive you, because you deserve it, you deserve happiness and you deserve to love your self completely.

Dear, self,

I love you and it is time to move onwards now