Struggle

You bruised me

And you left a mark

You used me

I got stuck in the dark

You stole from me

And I will never gain it back

You changed me from who I was

I got stuck in a cycle

I got stuck in a fire

I was burning in pain

And the flames rose around me

The heat was suffocating my strength

All I knew was weakness

Strength became a forgotten word

I no longer lived in peace

I lived in an ocean of despair

And then you saved me

And then you came to me

And then you took my hand

Why is it that I threw you away like garbage

Why did I reject the greatest love to man

Why didn't accept your it

Why did I torment myself with lies

Why couldn't I see myself the way you see me

I don't know why I fall into this trap

You are so much greater then I am

I am not worthy of such unending love.